My Sweet Darling Beloved

My Sweet Darling Beloved,
I lay my head with thoughts of You. I awake my heart full of You. I cannot get enough. I want so much more. I want to always be worshiping You, Singing to you. MY heart it yearns for more of You. I wait for Your guidance in matters of my heart. You told me that it is Yours and is now covered in Your pure gold. It is locked and guarded for the day You say yes. Until that day I want nothing more than to walk with you and talk with you. I want to seek you out learn more of you. I can hardly contain the smile I get when I close my eyes and see you before me giving me the most loving joyous smile I have ever beheld. I cannot just walk on the street and ask for people who know you I must find you personally. I want so much for people to feel your embrace and to have the power that comes with the knowledge of your grace and love. Hope springs eternal but not alone. I have such hope for the things that You can accomplish and Faith that I shall see them all through. I know not what exactly You have for me but I have trust beyond belief that you will see it all through. Continue to grow in me, Continue to let your love burst forth like a wild fire that is over flowing and uncontrollable spreading so fast, yet gentle and nourishing. I want so much more of you and trying to find more ways to find you. Yet the way that speaks to me most is my dreams and my worship. To know that you want more of me too is almost just as unfathomable. Yet you are mind, and I am yours. Spirit lead me... guide me, mold me... Make me the woman I know I can be and the woman you want me to be.  

Forever seeking,
Sam